My son, in my city, miles away from me. Inches away from me. Being tortured while I went to grief counseling. Jason broke.
I didn't train him well enough. I gave him too many chances, like you'd always said, and he wasn't strong enough because of me. I couldn't find him. For all my work and all I've done I could not find him, I could shortchange the god of evil to get your cousin free but I could not find Jason in Gotham. I have failed him in every way, I have failed so profoundly and I hope you will never understand.
You tell me there is a world where that thing gets Lois killed, gets your baby killed, gets it done by your own hand, and I'm supposed to sit across from you and pretend to be fine. I'm sorry.
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I didn't train him well enough. I gave him too many chances, like you'd always said, and he wasn't strong enough because of me. I couldn't find him. For all my work and all I've done I could not find him, I could shortchange the god of evil to get your cousin free but I could not find Jason in Gotham. I have failed him in every way, I have failed so profoundly and I hope you will never understand.
You tell me there is a world where that thing gets Lois killed, gets your baby killed, gets it done by your own hand, and I'm supposed to sit across from you and pretend to be fine. I'm sorry.
I don't know why I'm here.
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Where are you? Right now, where are you?
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Technically he's on the roof of the building behind the diner, half-laying down, staring up at the sky and the fading light.
Also it's been like, thirteen hours since Clark yelled at him.
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